Why I'm So Scared (being myself and crying too much)

Published on May 14, 2018
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Comments

  • do not ever feel uncomfortable to share your robust energy on YT. Keep making fun reviews. Love your channel.

  • Being vulnerable = connection, disconnection happens otherwise. We can disconnect with our selves as well as others by putting up walls. Every human longs and needs connection. I am so happy you are strong and brave enough to be vulnerable. We can numb emotions and that does work, but we numb ALL emotions ... all the good stuff along with the bad. Being vulnerable is the key for creativity, joy, love and all the good stuff. Bravo Bunny!! 😍😍😍

  • Please dont change. Be WHO you are. I'm new to your channel since seeing Shane's video on you. I am now addicted to you. I'm 47 and relate to your goofy side. Keep it up and dont be afraid to show your life. Thank you. 🐊☕🐰💕

  • thank you

  • I’m back after 4 years that I have left. I felt like that wasn’t the bunny I fell in love with I’m happy that my bunny is coming back thank you Shane. My Bunny I love you so much and I’m back and I’m so sorry I left I promise you I will never leave again.

  • Sorry seeing this sooo late, but this was wonderful. Even other people that are not US-tvrs have anxiety and depression, and it helps to hear that the people we watch that seems like that has it all together and are all together and successful have problems like us. I loved the episodes with Shane, and his content has so much improved, now you can see that everybody likes the real, be you girl! Do you, and we will love you!!!

  • I remember rooting for you when I was 14. And I'm happy to see you again. I'm 26 now. You are loved.

  • �Love doesn�t hurt. Loving the wrong person does.� *( Pdfdownload2015*com )* 4015

  • I CAME BACKKK❤️❤️❤️❤️ LOVE YOU SO MUCH ❤️❤️

  • I’m on a journey to find myself after my life has been a total train reck !! .Change is hard and most days I just want to give up completely. If you Could give one tip to someone finding them-self what would it be . I need a shane & a bunny in my life. I love these types of videos it makes people like me feel less alone xx

  • Thank you for sharing who you are. You never have to hide yourself. Live your truth bunny. We love you😍

  • U rock Bun, as bold as you are, all natural 🖤

  • love and light to you

  • Never been to your channel before, but I just watched your series on Shane's channel. So glad to see you refinding your authentic self. ♥

  • I’m back, I never left the swap family I just got really busy with life. I stumbled upon Shane’s videos and started watching but I think you are the coolest cat in the game bunny

  • Don’t worry bunny we love you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much ok and we will always be here for you

  • Hi Bunny! I have to admit that I was one of your subscribers that unsubscribed (I think I've been a subscriber since 2014/2015?) because you were doing so many unboxing videos/ all your videos were almost TOO MUCH sassiness, you know? I could see the insincerity (like you said, not a mask, but a version of yourself that you thought people would like). I think I first subscribed to you because i watched a lot of your paranormal stories and you were so different and quirky and all-around yourself. After seeing shane's video, though, it was so refreshing to see you open up like that. I wish you nothing but the ABSOLUTE best!

  • So Happy you are embracing your TRUE SELF!!!!!!

  • I'M BACK and I LOVE YOU SM!!!!!!

  • I'm so glad you're back all shiny and new! I could watch you being yourself all day. I have always loved when you're just being your quirky and weird self. It's a little bit of myself reflected on US-tv. :) Keep doing what you're doing. You're upward trajectory isn't over yet!!! Love ya girlie!!!

  • resubbed

  • 7:19 “are you in your feelings bunny?” “yes” “kiki do you love me?”

  • Love you soooo much xxx

  • Man, what a great video.

  • Yes I have to practice at, it’s worth getting out of bed and I am still worth something for my sons. Who still want me alive. Thank You for giving that back to me and them! Much Love toYou 😘💋😍

  • I’m inspired to get my voice out there and maybe making my own videos, so people can really appreciate what it’s like for myself to be over forty five and trying to find out how to reclaim my own life after having my left leg amputated. Much Love toYou 😘💋😍❤️❤️❤️

  • This is amazing!! I love your personality and I think that your work is amazing. the way you power forward is so inspiring. the way you feel is relatable to me because there are just so many things in my life that bring me down and I just feel depressed.. but seeing this really shook me. Keep doing what you do

  • We love you Bunny! (P.S. Some of us never left, but I'm so happy that you are in this new place in your life) :)

  • Love you bunny!

  • Never too much crying xoxox

  • always love you bunny always will

  • Hi Bunny, I’m fairly new to watching your videos and I grew to love your wackyness, the other side of you would sometimes pop through and that along with your sense of humour kept me staying the more I got to know you. Now I’ve just watched your series with Shane etc (yeah I’m so behind in the world of US-tv lol) and I really felt for you so much. Just know that there are people out there who love your wacky side AND the side you were hiding. Don’t EVER change who you are for views, or feel you have to be one or the other. JUST BE YOU. make stuff that makes your heart sing and those who truly love you will stick around. Trust that you are not alone in the depression/anxiety thing and sooooo much of what you said is so relatable to many. You’re never alone. You are worthy. You are unique and special and those who don’t love you for you aren’t worth your time. I look forward to seeing more from you and am most certainly part of your swamp family now if you’ll have me 😜 P.S I love graveyards too, have since I was a child and always thought I was weird as they’re a place I go to whenever I need some space and grounding and comfort. I’m feel so peaceful there, and I guess in a way it’s because in life we sometimes feel we have to hide those raw and painful part of ourselves, that we shouldn’t talk about the hard stuff that has happened in our lives, yet a cemetery makes me feel like my losses are worth something and that it’s ok to feel that grief. That others are going through or have gone through that pain just as I have. That’s something that really connects us all, no matter who we are, love and loss is something we all feel. Sorry if that was deep) Anyhoo, you take care of yourself and be kind to yourself. You deserve it 😘💖💜💙💚💛🧡

  • Yay Bunny you got over 4 million vews on this! I’m so happy for you!

  • I would love to see what you actually really want. We love you~~~❤

  • Hey Bunny! I watched you a lot in 2015 and kind of just fell off of the face of the earth when things got rough in my life and somehow just didn't come back to your stuff since I got back, but I just ventured through Shane's videos with you after being drawn in by the new Jake Paul series he's doing and oh my god! I never ever guessed even when I watched you all the time that we shared some deep things, I cried with you so much watching you open up and I relate so much, and I know I'm late to the reunion but I'm so excited to start watching more of your content again

  • New sub, here from Shane, you're so cool!!

  • I just subscribed coming from Shane's channel, you are simply amazing girl, I look forward to watching you🤗🤗🤗

  • WE LOVEEE A HAPPY QUEEN😍

  • I’m not a returning I’m a first! I kept watching you for 14 hours to distract me from my illness of meningitis that nearly killed me so I know now how precious my time is and I am watching you! Keep being authentic and ever changing and remember people come and go in our lives for reasons not of us at all. But I pray you continue reinventing yourself!!! Thanks Bunny for the entertainment and for letting me in on your life.

  • I never heard of you or this channel before no offence but I saw shanes video and immediatly came here and after this comment im subscribing

  • I’ve been with you since the beginning, girl. I love you. Keep going!

  • Just saw Shane's video series with you. I watched you a few years ago, for a few years. I can't remember why exactly I unsubscribed. I remember anxiety and your raw authentic videos expressing your persona, barely focusing on the lens.. was a huge reason i initially subscribed (compared to other YTers) These videos give me life. Solidarity with others with outcasts/people who deal with mental health problems. Vulnerability is a precious thing. Takes courage and a feeling of exposure and worry. Much love to you and yours, to be following you for plenty more time, i just know .. X

  • Get it girl!! ❤️🖤❤️ You got this more than you know ❤️🖤

  • I felt like I had outgrown your channel, but didnt unsub. You are so funny and hilarious but I feel like it got to the point that you were forcing it. I watched your series with shane and it made me see you as a REAL person. Like back in your graveyard days! I love you bunny and I cant wait to keep seeing you showing us the true bunny💚💚💚

  • You are so amazing and we are here for you 😊😊😊😊

  • I haven’t watched you before but I’m here for this now and I support everything you’re doing honeybunny!!!💘💘💘💘

  • 1st

  • 8.8M on September Sr

  • I think your awesome!!! Your helping sooo many girls!!

  • i am new and lovin it ;)

  • ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • I’m here with you to the end bunny 💗

  • It's taking everything I have not to write a book here. I don't know if you'll ever see this comment, but ...what I'd give to talk at length to you. Not like that...... Panic attacks, depression and caring too much what people think has taken over my life. I've had panic disorder my entire life so, to a degree, I'm a prisoner in my own home. Yes, a lot of people go through what I'm going through, but a lot of times knowing that doesn't really help lighten the load. I could go on, but not sure what to say. I'm even considering starting a second channel to get it all out there. Thanks for being real. I know it was a jump for you and I applaud it.

  • This makes me so happy!! I never unsubscribed because i love you too much but I did stop watching. (Which is why I'm just now seeing this) I'm so excited to binge all of these videos until I'm caught back up🤗😊 love you bunny!!

  • I’m late to following along with this docu-series about you and your struggle to get back to your true self, but I have been a longtime subscriber and I LOVE YOU. I have always come to your channel whenever I needed a break from life, and wanted someone to chill with. To talk about Johnny Depp and Clockwork Orange with. To look at creepy black and white photos with. You are such a unique and incredible person, and I truly hope you see what a gift you are to the world. It sounds cheesy, but I would be lost without your face in my subscription box. Love you so so so much Bunny, and don’t ever be afraid to show what you’re truly feeling/proud of/scared about/etc.

  • I've watched you for years, and I'm so glad to be watching and rediscovering your channel again!!! So amazing, we missed you!!!!

  • first video I've seen on her channel and I don't like her, she has problems she needs to take care of

  • to be honest i didn't watch you before shane introduced me to you and your channel but you have this amazing energy and you have do much potential. i wish you the best of luck dear 🖤.

  • I actually like these types of videos, but now I know that you have a separate channel for that, I will be subscribing!! I feel like I can relate to you with everything: the silliness, the realness, the mental "anguish" you go through, etc. Love you!!

  • love you bunny!! so glad that YOU are back!!!

  • I love you bb 💕

  • You have the most beautiful blue eyes.. And I am an old soul like you. I see lots of you in myself with the anxiety and fear. Thank you for opening up Bunny, takes a lot of bravery. I know first hand! Stay strong!!

  • I'm 3 months late to this... but I'm back and I love the new you. I love the old you too... but I think I had a harder time connecting because I do feel like you daily as a woman, a wife, a mother, a friend, & a human being. I still have to take this in small doses because your energy is always intense...but that's not a bad thing. That's a me "issue" thing with being a heavy empath that can get drained from that sort of energy level. So you keep doing this and I'll keep coming back and watching on my good days. 💗😍💕

    • I worded that wrong. I meant BEFORE I couldn't connect a much. Now? I can, because I feel like you. Sorry. I'm on Nyquil. 🙎💁

  • Aw I'm so glad you're coming back!! I love this genuine side of you!!!

  • 🍹I love you and just only pray for God god bless you ever forever 🍹

  • You're an artist, Bunny! Every artist goes through their ups and downs with creativity. Coming from someone with an artist as a father - artists feel so much more than your average human being and are much more affected by seemingly trivial issues. Glad to see you're on the up! So much love! Don't change!

  • I’m not sure if this will make sense but learning about all this things you have accomplished and kept silent have made me realize that I need to start loving myself. We all love you for who you are! We all see the best in you, yet I feel like you were unable to do so yourself...you were struggling to love what’s best in you and focused on the negatives. I could relate to you so much and then it hit me how maybe people view me the way we view you..so love yourself!!!

  • Subscribed! Its so meta watching the new Bunny, I feel revived too! Be the best you bc its in there! 😋

  • You don’t sound dramatic!!

  • We do love you so much !

  • thrive, love. the world needs your authenticity. you're phenomenal .

  • HUMBLE YOURSELF BE YOURSELF LOVE YOURSELF

  • I didn’t even know you had a 2nd channel

  • Get over youself!!!

    • How can someone make s comment like this on a spectacular video where she’s expressing her true feelings and opening up about her depression etc

    • You don’t understand what she’s going through you moron. Start respecting other people.

    • You made this vid seem like you were genuinely upset and you weren't......

  • I adore the real you, & subbed just for that reason! Keep it real & I’m sure you’ll keep your fans & gain tons more! 💕💜💕

  • I love yous ❤️

  • I’ve been a subscriber for a long time, but did stop watching your vids. Glad to see you willing to grow and be more authentic. Super cool! I look forward to fresh content 🙌🏼

  • I have so much love for you!! I am so happy you are finding your way back to us

  • I like better when you are real you. You can be weird but as long as you are you. ❤️

  • you're cacooning

  • You make me wanna do US-tv!! ❤️❤️❤️ should I?!?

  • Bunny! I’ve been here for years and years I’m not goin anywhere!!! Wish I could have a one on one.. we all need to vent! 😁 and Shane! I’m also an OG on your Channel!!!! 🤷🏼‍♀️☺️☺️👏🏼🙌🏼

  • I miss you and bunny I love you so much 💗

  • Bunny we love you and we are so happy for you (:

  • Shane that is really sweet of you to do what you do.. you are such an amazing person. And you need your own show already!!! The only thing I don't like though is I have went to her channel to see if she has been doing different stuff like you said she should do. and she is still making the does this thing really work series.. it was kind of dissapointing.. i was really expecting some different content.

  • You ruined Shane’s video tbh. I mean ur all about scary stuff and then as soon as poor Garrett made a joke, all u do is histerically cry. I mean seriously 😒 🙄

  • Honestly, I adore how extra you are! I wish I had the courage to let my own eccentricities shine the way you do. Including the parts that aren't necessarily "goofy" or "sassy" are part of your own unique weirdness and I admire all of it. You are such an inspiration and a loving, kind and fun person. 😙

  • I love you so much and watched you consistently since i was 9 years old and i just wanna say i really appreciate this video because for the past 6 months i felt the exact same way as you feeling guilty and that i don’t deserve happiness that i’m being to dramatic but you and shane have opened my eyes , to know that we all deserve happiness!! I love you and stay strong 💞

  • YES BUNNY!!!! You're back and as am I :) You have our full support! I am so excited to start watching you again!

  • I love you so so so so much

  • love you Bunny, I've always loved you

  • I love that you wipe your tears with a beauty blender, just fabulous! I'm glad your going to start being yourself, and your vlogs don't need conclusions, PLEASE JUST KEEP BEING YOURSELF!!!!!!

  • Loveeeeeeeeeeee you bunny you were most likely the first ever youtuber i watched yh that’s crazy to me 😜 loveeeee youuuuu

  • Girl you are awesome. I am so proud of you! I love that you're opening up and telling your viewers your thoughts and letting us in a little bit. One of my favorite words that I tell myself a lot... An arrow has to be pulled back first in order for it to be launched ahead. You're doing it! I've always related to you because I am an odd ball. I can say I relate to you a lot more now. I also have anxiety and depression and I feel for you. I totally understand. But you're never alone and the best thing you can do is surround yourself with people who believe in you. I'm so glad Shane was able to help you! I was so excited that two of my favorite people were in one video too.. Well more than one haha.

  • Dang u inspire me to stay strong through the stress and the anxiety and the hard times❤

  • #icameback I loved seeing you being real on Shane's series !

  • It was great to see your personal life Bunny. Your viewers care about you and love your content. Keep it up!

  • I didn't know what was going on bunny . I got off work and I have spent 6 hours binge watching Shane's video about the bulid up and then your videos after he sat down with you. I loved bunny before but I am obsessed with free and happy bunny after. You have a whole world of people backing you up and I can safely say I'm an old sub that has watched you change over the years and I'm nothing but proud of you finding your voice again.

  • Bunny I am so sorry please feel better!😕 love you!❤️

  • YOU DESERVE EVERYTHING SWEETY❤❤❤😭😭😭