Why I'm So Scared (being myself and crying too much)

Published on May 14, 2018
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Comments

  • You no cry you amazing make me cry

  • I’ve never left you, Bunny. Come Vacation in destin Florida !!

  • Iʻm so happy at how far youʻve grown! At the end of every storm, is sunshine and rainbows! You canʻt have highs without lows :) I canʻt wait to see the new videos youʻre going to bring. Love ya girl!!!!

  • Marfa lights?

  • By the way, the real and raw you is what we need to connect with you. People want to feel like, " Oh, yeah! I can relate to that. I Feel, anxious, afraid, depressed, and superstitious etc." You got this boo boo

  • Also, I was born in San Antonio, and I have a story from when I was young, and lived in the Historic area in San Antonio. My loving warm ghost, angel, imaginary friend? Us Texans stick together, and I'm in ATX if you need anything.

  • The Driskill Hotel is said to be Haunted. Downtown on Sixth st.

  • How about a tour of the San Antonio Missions?

  • I’m a returning swamp family member. I’ve been kinda watching bunny off and on for the last year but I watched her about three years ago constantly and I loved her. Shane’s collab has reminded me how much I love bunny and I’m so glad that she’s opening up and is feeling better

  • Sweetheart, I feel like you are talking to me. I have PTSD, bipolar 2, generalized anxiety disorder, night terrors, and on and on and on... I am also in my early forties. I haven't really made any videos since I was in a coma for ten days in 2015. Last September, I was hospitalized with sepsis and almost died; long, long story short: I've got severe health issues on every level. And I have let all of it - the physical pain and the emotional traumas - stop me from making videos for my friends, as they are the only ones who watch them. But you and your re-awakening is so inspirational to me, even though my channel is not anything near the level of yours... it is applicable to all my creative endeavors. So thank you. Thank you very much for letting yourself BE yourself.

  • #WeLoveBunny:D

  • I love you so much ❤️😙

  • Bunny, I am one of your older subscribers that left but came back. Shane truly hit it on the nail regarding why I know I took a little break. Well, that and I got married and had a baby and life is a little different with my 8 mo. old. That being said, I still watched you through the Disney trips and scavenger hunts and I was stuck in Kingwood, very preggo with my hubby in another state at work. Through Harvey, I saw you struggle as I was struggling just up the street and cried with you. I am so glad you are artistically refreshed and truly hope you know we love you and know you are always great enough. Feel free to bring it on up to North East Houston anytime, we welcome you always! Also, i was so shook because I lived in ATX for 6 years before I came to HTX and I have been to Uncommon and worked just up the street from there and I got all nostalgic :) and a little scared :/ but you made the video fantastic :) looking forward to your vids and a great future in this industry.

  • Just be you ❤️❤️

  • and you personality

  • i love your saftey pin earings

  • I am back!

  • I'm back to your channel and wish you all the best!

  • Instead of buying buying buying stuff, why don't u spend time with God! Its the best comfort and peace you will ever get.

  • She's baaaaccckkkk!!!!!! Love it!! I'm resubscribing right now.

  • Never forget how phenomenal you are!! Love you ❤️💀🌹

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  • We love u cute whittle bunny whabbit 😘

  • Love just relax and be yourself the way God made u we accept u for who u truly are a beautiful woman with a caring sweet personality ur videos show u this way .We believe in and u can do and accomplish anything ur heart desires so just be yourself and enjoy your life god bless u sweet take good care of yourself 😘.

  • You are the best grav3yardgirl!

  • believe me i cry to much too and im not even depressed.....

  • just love you for you x

  • I've just watched Shane's video and you got your new subscriber girl!:)

  • Bunnyyyyyyyyyyyyy I have been such a fan of you for years. I'm so glad you did this. Please don't forget; the best part about you is you. We love you!

  • I'm so happy to finally see the real you Bunny! #resubscribe

  • I love this so much this is so real. like im funny and witty alot but no its npt and everyday all the time kind of thing ya know

  • Wow you are so amazing

  • you are such a beautiful soul bunny.

  • I have loved u all thru these years and I'm only 13 and u r my personality that I hide u r amazing sorry for what u have been going through

  • He saved your life, didn’t he..... I get that energy. I’m so grateful for you girl.

  • i came here because of shane i never knew about u before but you seem rly coool

  • So relatable. Never watched a video on her channel before, but after watching Shanes, I feel compelled to watch her... Always be you, sweetie ✌🏼🖤

  • I have been subscribed to you for so so long. I haven't really watched you that much. And idk why. You are so awesome and I feel like you don't treat your fans like fans. You treat us so different, so nice. You're such a great person and hope everything gets so much better for you. Thank you for not giving up and just trying.❤

  • Shane is just a great person and an amazing spirit, he is uplifting with his personality and is just a nurturing, caring, uplifting, loving, and reassuring person to everyone, I just don't understand why ppl would hate him, tbh they probably don't understand him and rlly don't know him. He's very open-minded and is such a great person, even his friends. Shane is the most amazing person that could walk the earth i love him so much

  • BUNNY I LOVE YOU😭😍❤️ been subscribed for a while and i ALWAYS LOVE YOUR CONTENT💕 you make great videos because you can be yourself and be silly and just do you! ALWAYS love yourself! you are such a precious soul and i love you and care about you❤️❤️😘 i deal with anxiety and depression so i get all of it, it affects you in a way that is indescribable way, we can do this together, you and i, i am always a very big fan to watch and look forward to your videos💕 i’ve never walked away and came back! i truly have always loved your videos and will continue to do so❤️

  • I love all your baby dolls!!!!

  • You are beautiful

  • Love you Bunny, so happy you’re able to express yourself and be your true, authentic self! You’re such an inspiration and creative soul. We all love you and support you!!!!! Have a happy week!!!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • Haven’t watch ur video for sooooo long and now I’m crying

  • Your struggles and thoughts due to depression and anxiety are very relatable, so thank you for opening up about everything. Trust yourself Bunny, we are all LIVING for this new energy!!! Love you

  • Hey Bunny! I’m a little late to the party but hi! I’ve been watching your channel for a few years and if I’m being honest I did stop watching your videos. I recently watched a few of Shane Dawson’s videos the ones with Jeffrey Star and I was blown away with what he did there so I knew I had to come back and watch to see how he was going to help you. AND WOW I cried and actually related to you so much! I feel so much happiness for you that you are so ready to try and open us to us more!! I’m so proud of you for all that you have allowed us to see and learn about you in the videos with Shane! It sounds funny but I feel like I know you like a real life friend. I’m so happy to be back and I’m so excited to see what you’re going to do! I love you Bunny !! Keep being amazing !!

  • So glad you're back I'm am so totally looking forward to watching your new videos!

  • I cried so hard the entire way through and new subscriber here! These videos made me want to see more 💕💕💕

  • The things you were saying about your negative mind set taking over makes sense to me. I was in a bad place last year and the negativity had consumed me where all the time I just kept slipping out negative thoughts it was bad. So I understand where you are coming from completely.

  • I hope this finds you in a great place. I'm glad your groove is coming back. Your wonderful & you brighten up my day! Keep doing you! Your great! Hugs-n-loves

  • Just turned on the notifications. I love you. I'm so proud of you

  • #Bunny4life

  • I love to to pieces..I love watching you. I can relate to you . I love your funnies, I love all your "Does this thing really work"? Xoxoxo

  • Great video

  • Thx to shane!!! For helping me discover an amazing US-tvr!!!:D

  • Bunny I think you are a really cool person. It's neat to have your own collections and fascinations with victorian era items and dolls. I have always been fascinated with people from the past, and what their lives were like. I'm looking forward to more videos from you. I loved the series you and Shane just did.

  • Ugh I love the heck out of you!!!! I also suffer from anxiety and depression and i go through periods that are so so low and it takes sooo much to pull myself out and get back to me again. But we as a swamp family get do it together! I am So so happy for you !! Please do a in depth closet tour!!!

  • I just want you to know I've watched you from the beginning and I love you so much !! You've come incredibly far and I'm so happy I've came on this journey with you ... I love you graveyard girl !!! 💕💕💕💕

  • I adore you ♡♡♡

  • God I love this and I love bunny! I have never been a subscriber to her but my daughter was addicted to you for so long. Now I understand her so much, we could be soul sisters! Thanks for doing this Shane!

  • Omg I'm that way too.. I can't talk about things till after they're over n it really pushes people away. I don't know how to change it but I try cause i get that all the time😒

  • 💜💜💜

  • Thats so f** sassy

  • I've seen you on and off but never subscribed then I found Shane and his video of you, now I have to subscribe!! I adore the real, unique you!! Keep it up!!

  • I am from Gavleston, I thought it was pretty cool to find out this city inspires others as well.

  • Bunny!!! I will watch you forever!!!! Loyal subscriber! Love you so much I just found out my daughter loves you too!!!! Thank you for being an amazing person!

  • To be honest, her paranormal stuff is what I like the most even though she rarely makes those types of vids anymore. However, I have seen other vids of hers where she explains her own life stories/circumstances and she is very much a relatable person.

  • I have honestly never commented on any video on anyone's channel ever, except right now, and one other time, which was your video with Shane. Honestly I have always found myself watching you cause you have that goofy side that I feel like I've lost in myself. I can pull off being my goofy self in public, but at home, I feel this "funk". I've been in this funk for a while now. And wow! Then I saw your series with Shane, and this video! I don't have a US-tv channel, but wow, I love you even more! This is amaizing, what your doing. I hope to see more of the "raw you" in the future. Looking forward to more!

  • Dear Bunny, I've been watching your videos for a very long time, and, I'm sooo happy and relieved about this because I've always been curious about your real life/feelings, and I was aware you had anxiety/depression, you did mention it before, but I relate to you a lot, and always loved those little moments in your past videos where you would share a tiny bit about yourself. And that's not to say that your other videos weren't entertaining and I did watch them all, I love hauls, make up videos, reviews and all these things, but this is so real, these past videos are sooooo real. I'm always so worried about what other people think of me, and I can't even imagine making a video like that, opening up in front of so many people. You are very brave and I believe that you do help people by talking about this. Everyone has many facets of their personalities and especially for an influencer/celebrity, I'm sure it's hard to just be yourself without necessarily revealing everything, but at the same time being genuine, I mean the line is so slim, and some people are way too judgmental towards celebrities because they put themselves out there and it's easier to judge a person than trying to fully understand their perspective. Your silliness is an amazing aspect of your personality and I'm sure that a true member of the swamp family will understand that it's not all black and white. You can cry, and talk about depression, that doesn't mean you can't be cheerful and sassy too. You don't owe us anything, you're so humble, my attention and views on your videos are not a gift, your videos are the gifts you work so hard for all of this, we have to be grateful that we can get to know more about you. Honestly, Thank you for this, I hope you continue doing what you love, whatever you do, you said it yourself, success is possible for everybody. 🌹❤️

  • Bunny I love you one day you are going to say everything OK with you already but you being your self it’s going to be ok

  • Sending love all the way from India!

  • Honestly I thought I WAS subscribed to you and the collab with Shane made me aware I wasn’t! I hope for good things for your channel but more than that I hope for you to be happy.

  • Wow! What beautiful sentiment. So glad to be back with you. Been a little lost myself. Bless your heart, my daughter is a US-tvr. Some days are rough. I'm going to tell you the same thing I tell her... You got this Kiddo!

  • I went to the 2014 meet and greet at lush and you looked so tall and you’re so beautiful and I love what you do. ❤️❤️

  • I am two months late but so happy to be back :) feels so much more connected, please do keep sharing part of your life

  • You are so genuine I would actually never see you doing something for views, or just fluff. You're a beautiful person! Addressing your depression really hit me hard, I truly felt what you were saying and you opened me up to different thoughts that maybe not everyone is against you. Thank you and I love you! -Pandabella

  • Bunny i regret not watching your videos i have watched you for a while and i loved you so much for who you were and i'm disappointed in myself cause i stopped but sometimes i did wonder what your youtube was again cause i know deep down i still wanted to watch you i am so sorry for what happened i feel so bad for you i am crying so much and i haven't even watched the whole video yet just i love you so much and PLEASE bunny be yourself stop letting the hate get to you cause you are a wonderful person you are different i love you so much don't forget that!

  • I'm a new fan so please forgive me for my confusion: I thought you were with this Dogman dude and so who is this Shane dude? Did you and Dogman break up and you ended up with Shane?

  • From a 3 year subscriber, I watched the Shane videos and thought, oh cool! This should be fun! What I got was shook....lol I feel like it was the first time I saw you. I feel like through the years we get little sneak peeks here and there, this....was....so.....much....bigger! I realized you are just like me and so many people I know! It was refreshing and beautiful and I just wanted you to know I love you and you are amazing! ❤️❤️❤️

  • We love u Bunny!! Everything will be ok! Don’t worry we’ve always been here!

  • Yes, Bunny. Yes.

  • I never unsubscribed

  • i love the new you! Show it more!

  • Girl you are so pure, just keep being yourself and doing what YOU want. That's what we want. For you to be yourself and be happy.

  • Bunny we are here for you and we love youuuuuu!!!!

  • Where can I find this video with you and Shane?

  • i missed you.

  • I'm at the end of the video and Bunny I just want you to know that you are beautiful you are awesome you are funny. You should change it up but change is a good thing, everyone needs change!! just stay true to you and to what you love and true fans, will stay and there's always room from new fans!! -Vanessa --- IG: greeney3dg1rl

  • but the 90's were the best

  • I could watch you for hours

  • To be honest bunny, you could make a video of you sitting on the toilet taking a huge dumb and you are just talking I would still watch it.. its not about your backgrounds or anything its you, you're why I watch your videos your funny your not afraid to do silly stuff like I watched a video you trying Japanese candies I just loved it because you were having fun.. but then again I'm not like others but that's ok. bunny you are so awesome!!

  • It’s so good to see you be you

  • I legit have never seen anything more raw and real. I'm a new subscriber, and I think you kick ass and need to keep pressing forward babe!

  • I watched the series with you and Shane and loved it. You are a beautiful person and I had no idea you suffered from some of the things I do. Specifically having difficulty with death. I love you to pieces and I’m so glad you’re letting yourself be more authentic. I have re-subscribed and I support you so much 💕

  • I loved this and Shane's series! excited to see where this new chapter takes you, 2011 then left and am happy to be back

  • I’m so happy that you are being yourself again, this is the bunny I was originally drawn to on this channel, #swampfamily

  • What is wrong with those 13,000 assholes that have disliked, fooook off away with your negativity fam.

  • Xoxo

  • Honestly, I'd say, just, stop making videos and not posting them cuz you're scared we won't watch them. Those of us who love you, will always watch your videos (even those of us who have crazy busy lives and only spend time on US-tv occasionally, like honestly, I say your "we need to talk..." Video and I was worried about you and fell down the rabbit hole of watching your colab and everything else, I just have really limited time to watch videos sorry Bunny) love you! 💜💜💜