Why I'm So Scared (being myself and crying too much)

Published on May 14, 2018
I will never be able to say Thank You enough... Thank you for being my family.
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  • Just be yourself, unapologetically. Every single one of us got a dark, secretive side. Your mood is not constant and it's indeed hard to keep it together sometimes but you have so much reach Bunny! You can help people feel normal by sharing your struggles, crazy thoughts, happiness... Our own perception affects us deeply but there is something even worse and is called metaperception: ASSUMING WHAT OTHERS ARE OR WILL THINK ABOUT YOU IN A NEGATIVE WAY. This can become an obssesive pattern which triggers anxiety attacks and neurotic like behavior (checking for notifications every 5 min or even thinking that people will antagonize you). To me, you are a pioneer and I can see why you were creating the same kind of content.IT IS HARD TO KEEP PEOPLE ENGAGED OVER THE COURSE OF YEARS! REMEMBER YOU'VE INSPIRED MANY US-tvRS so please DON'T BE TOO HARD ON YOURSELF, it is OK to take time to rest and be at ease with yourself. I understand you cause this last two years have been chaotic and destructive but at the same time the end of an era. Many people are having a rebirth this year. TAKE ADVANTE OF THIS OPPORTUNITY TO START AFRESH. You got a friend in me

  • I used to ghost hunt when I was younger too, I'm pretty awkward in conversation but I people like it cuz it's funny which makes me laugh about it too. Perspective changes everything :) By the way I think you are a spiritual creative person, don't hold it all back.

  • Hey please see this: always do your videos for the people who thumbs up. Don’t make videos or change the content you make due to the people that thumbs down. They are irrelevant. :)

  • U deserve everything u are a great person that has made me want to wake up do I can bing ur channel I love u

  • A channel for emotional midgets?

  • BUNNY!! We love you over here in San Antonio and we are rooting for you in all that you do. We're PROUD of you and so happy that you have a creative outlet that you work so hard to make great, and look forward to everything you do in the coming year. Thank you for all of your encouragement that you give people, and the fellowship you've given your Swamp family! You Rock, you're Texan and you're beautiful - God Bless you! ;)

  • I watched you from like age 8-12 but now I am back as a 14 year old and I am so happy to be back I watched you all the time but it is so refreshing to see all the new styles that you are trying to take on with the new thumb nails and stuff 💕💕 and we want to see your real life we want you to show off your hard work I was so shocked seeing that because I always pictured you just being a small girl with her tiny family and it was really inspiring to see you have such success please keep it up we want to see the real you.

  • I love you with all my heart and all I want you to know is that I will never leave you again

  • I never left but I did see the change in you and could see the sadness in your eyes as time went on.. We love you Bunny and I feel as though this is the first time in a long time I can see you’re truly happy just being yourself. Please continue to be YOU. you’re the best 💗

  • You pierced your ear!!!!!

  • Reading comments is probably not healthy... for anybody... ever.... (just my opinion) It's inspiring that you are able to be so open and honest with yourself and your audience. I can't imagine how terrifying it must have been to open up to millions of people, especially without having any idea on how people were going to take it. You are much braver than me. I personally did get an impression from some of your older vids, that I was watching a character that you created. Which is fine sometimes... But, what I saw in Shane's series, was that the person that was behind the character, was so much more interesting and real. Your unique perspective, style, personality, have enough merit on their own for me to watch without you having to be overly "happy" or "excited" or "energetic" It's also refreshing that you are genuinely such a good person. You are 100% deserving of your success, and I know that there will be much more in your future. 🐊

  • Bunny, just be you and realise that is what we love about you. If you do what makes you happy and enjoy then that will come through in your videos and make them good. You have worked really hard for everything you have, so your success is well deserved and anyone genuine knows that and will love to see you share your beautiful home and things you have!!! There will always be nasty, spiteful trolls who are consumed by jealousy and have nothing better to do than hide behind their keyboards trying to make you feel bad about yourself. Jus block and delete them sweety. One of my favourite videos was seeing you and your lovely man all dressed up in costumes you had put together with some of the items you had got from a thrift store, I think it was a Renaissance Day ? lots of love Vicky in UK xXx

  • i liked your blue nail 💅😍👍

  • I never would un sub from u. I did leave for just a little while but I came back. and I will always come back. when I saw you collab with Shane I was so so happy because I love you so much.

  • I love to see you back Bunny!!!!

  • Bunny... ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

  • I'm glad I came back. I would be really interested in seeing more of your life/personal life and projects and your rooms because I love the weird antique adventure/hauls.

  • Bunny, I can't say this enough, LOVE YA! It is nice to see you being honest, tears and all. Seeing you like this makes you so much more relatable. You are just so awesome and I have seen so many other US-tvrs showing you love and it warms my heart. Our greatest judge is within ourselves, and it's so easy to say 'just lighten up on yourself' but so hard to do. Be proud of what you have accomplished, embrace to positivity coming your way, enjoy yourself, and be true to yourself! Much love, Bunny girl!

  • Welcome back Bunny!

  • i stopped watching bunny on accident, because i switched youtube accounts and forgot about her, but im really glad im back

  • Remember tho, that people have watched from day one until now.............. for YOU. For who you are, how you are, what you decide to do in the videos, what you want to do... Like it or not, praise or trolling......... please don't do anything 'others' want. Apparently, you are the one w/ the reason for success here, not them! I mean, sure we have absoluckingflutely been a huge part of the payoff, but.............. the core of this & it's success............... is you & only you! Please use your own judgement about what, when, why or how & continue running w/ that. Small tweaks, sure, but............ the ideas, personality, subject, etc. HAS to be all you, my dear.... ALL you.... for it to continue working! ;) ((hugs)) No self-doubt necessary, I mean, hell.... look at all you've accomplished thus far! The only hurdle is to get rid of that self-doubt & sabotage. You've got this!!! Day by day, moment by moment. Those who truly matter will still be there regardless, know that!

  • The first few videos I saw from you were the Thrift shopping (THE BEST), shoe collecting with the hopping, videos of you and Leighann Says, your Halloween Christmas tree etc....I was maybe like 13...I also live in Texas(Laredo) and I’ve always admired you no matter what❤️

  • It brought me back!! 😍

  • But when I hear Adalia Rose say “sippie sippie” I melt knowing that she aspires to be like Bunny. I’m so happy to see this side of you!

  • I absolutely love the fact that you want to take your audience’s preference of what they want to watch into account, but at the end of the day you need to film what makes you happy and that in turn will portray itself to your audience. Love you! I left and am now back!

  • I'm so proud of you Bunny. I'm ready to see more of the new you and watch you grow even more as a US-tvr.

  • Hunny Bunny... It's fantastic that you have found yourself again. I thought I can't watch it all because when I see tears I cry too. But... I watched you chat and want you to know you are not alone in being trapped by the overwhelming feeling of depression. Love, learn, n give back. You have taken the path in the right direction. xoxoxo

  • This has made me so so so happy thank you.

  • I am happy to see you again just like yourself!!! Thank you for being so honest, it is so fresh to see you talking like this!!!

  • Bunny, I'm so sorry I left. I love your heart and energy. Your honesty is really refreshing about your situation. Its hard to step outside of your comfort zone when youre a private person. So, on good faith (because I believe in your ability to reinvent) I'll happily put my swamp boots back on.

  • It’s oki

  • I'm so happy for you. I have to admit to you that I left graveyardgirl. That I was drawn to you tonight and I have listened to two of your current videos and have Resubscribed. I still think,You are marvelous.

  • i love watching you. you help me in so many ways so just be you

  • Always remember!! Even when we are adults- We learn as we age. You are a young adult. We learn even as adults. We learn and change - all our lives. All our life ~Life Is A Journey Not A Destination!~ Yes, work with someone! Get some help! For sure. NO ONE wants to see you fail. Don’t beat yourself up. It all makes sense. You should go see a therapist. I have for years. I MISS seeing your makeup videos!!!!

  • I've been watching you for years now and I'm so proud of you. I love you so much and you make me so happy. This series has made me feel so much closer to you and I'm so happy that you're starting to realize more things and you're starting to express yourself more.

  • Dogman should write a book about your life lol

  • Take your time!! You are human~ be yourself~ we have all been there~ SHOW yourself. Bc we love you- always have. I have suffered from anxiety and depression my whole life. But I have LEARNED how to live with it. You will too. Just do YOU. ~ Life Is A Journey~ Not A Destination~

  • I believe i understand the feeling and your just so unique!! AHH You are the reason I subscribed 😭❤

  • Definitely cried with you throughout this whole video. I love you so much Bunny ❤️

  • We love ❤️ you ❤️

  • So much love and support coming your way ♥️😚 just focus on the positives and things will get better

  • I just want to say I watched the whole series. I have watched you for years now. I think you are so amazing at everything you do and I hope you won't give up. I just want to let you know that I support you and love what you do. I just want you to know, if this whole world turned against you, I will always be on your side no matter what. And by the way I don't usually comment on videos, but for you, I felt I need to help. I'm only 11 so I can't do much, but for now, I wish you luck with everything in your life.

  • So proud of you Bunny! Felt like I finally came home if that makes sense :)

  • Omg bunny my pfp is me spilling the tea to my friends to check out your US-tv

  • Bunny, first of all I want to say I love your personality! I swear I feel like I can relate to you and your interests so much! But I want to tell you something that I tell my clients in my therapy group regarding our negative self talk. Negativity only effects negative people. Meaning, you could be the most positive confident person in the world, but if negativity from others is starting to effect you that means that you are starting to believe it. Girl focus on your many talents and strengths because that is what gives us power, our life force. And it is that life force that helps us change our world. Use that negativity as fuel to drive our own self improvement and exploration. Love ya!

  • I like your vids shane

  • I have dabbled in your videos Here n there, but i never could get sucked into them because i felt like it was a Chanel for younger kids. Like for example 9-13 year olds . But i absolutely loved the videos with Shane and i am so excited to stick around and see what comes of it. I feel like u have captured so many hearts regardless your here to stay. I can still see you trying so hard to convince everyone your going to do better, when i personally think u should just go for it. If they don’t believe you, screw em. You got this! You have some very loyal followers. You are a beautiful soul. ❤️


  • YOU ARE BACK! And, because you are, I am back. This is going to be GREAT!!!! PS - Where did you get the safety pin earrings? All the best Bunny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • You always make me smile. I am so sorry you are feeling this way. Just know that you make my day when I am feeling my worst. Take care sweet girl. You are the best. XOXOXO

  • Aw Bunny I've been watching you on and off since around 2013 (I think) and I love you and your personality, I want you to take as long as you want to cope, even if the videos aren't as good, us true fans will always stick with you and I will always be here, I love you and hope you get through this rough time 💕💕😘

  • I’m so excited bunny and I’m here to support you and your channel!!

  • You are such an amazing person Bunny. I'm a relatively new subscriber - I've been here maybe 14 months? But I love your videos... your energy is so infectious... I truly do feel like you're a friend of mine... You always make me smile. I'm very excited to see what you have planned! The series with Shane was amazing... It was so intense and so interesting. I know I'm but one person.. but I will always stick around! Take the time you need... there will be many, many Swamp Family members waiting. ♡♡♡♡♡

  • What am I watching? Well, whatever it is it’s very inspirational😄

  • I'm SO in love with YOU and who YOU are. I was an early subscriber and I LEFT. I did, and I wish I hadn't. Life is crazy. I got married and divorced and I'm under 30. I feel like sometimes you (me) just get into a rhythm of what you expect and think life is going to be like and it just ends up NOT. I will never forget seeing you in person in Austin. I was so terrified and starstruck when I saw you and dogman in uncommon objects and I didn't allow myself to just go gush at you, and I wish I had. You're a beautiful Texas girl and I hope I run into you again so I can get a huge hug and hopefully convey how much I have cherished watching your videos, being a part of the swamp family and giving alligator's there wings because sometimes it's not the beautiful creatures that watch over you, but the ones you have to force yourself to see. I love you Bunny! Keep on keepin on and I'll do the same

  • Thank you lwas unsubscribed because youre videos felt like a play not real anymore

  • Good luck

  • THIS is why I subscribed. I can finally connect with you. I’m happy that you’re showing who you really are Bunny!! I’m excited to see more of this side of you ❤️

  • You're amazing!

  • Bunny I re-subscribed. This is the bunny I remember

  • I am someone who unsubscribed. I was missing the girl who sat in her mom’s bathroom, talking to the camera about how the workers at forever 21 had made you feel less than. Pouring your heart out. I connected with the rawness and realness that I felt when I watched your videos. I just felt like, over time, you had become a caricature of yourself, with the voices and faces. We all change. I accept that. But you were not being you, and it was obvious. I love this side of you, and I am resubscribing as soon as this posts. 💗

  • Also Bunny, I’ve always loved editing videos. Yes, I am 15, but I’ve edited many professional realistic looking videos. So like HMU.

  • this is so incredible of you, bunny! i subscribed to you back when i was in highschool 5 or 6 years ago when i was going through a really hard time. I was dealing with a lot of depression. I would spend a lot of my time crying. I always came to your channel as an escape. your channel was sometimes the only time i would smile during the day. Over the last few years, I never unsubscribed to your channel. I have always been in the swamp fam. But i did stop watching because the videos were generally the same thing. I honestly didnt even know you had a second channel. Like you have said, I did miss the videos where you would be goofy and try on outfits and do outfit of the days. I did miss the part of you that seemed to be lost. I am so proud of you for realizing this and working on a channel relaunch type of period. I am looking forward to see a mix of the old type of videos and the newer ideas you have had throughout the past two years. thank you for everything you have done for me over the years. you're an incredible person!

  • Bunny! I want you to know that we never left! We’re always with you. I started watching you I’m 2014, I was 13. I’m 17 now, and a senior in high school. You wouldn’t believe how crazy and hectic life has been! Then again, I’m sure you have. It can be crazy for everyone. Anyway, i haven’t been consistently on US-tv in so long. I think it’s been a good year and a half. I’ve missed seeing you, though! I’m glad you’re able to give us a chance to delve deeper into how you’re feeling. It only bonds us stronger as a #swampfamily. I’ll make it a priority to check back onto your channel often again from here on out, much love! 💚🐊

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  • am tearing up a little bit T.T its like a watching the old bunny again.... glad to see u again bunny