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Troye Sivan - HEAVEN (Official Video) ft. Betty Who

Published on Jan 19, 2017
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[Verse 1: Troye Sivan]
The truth runs wild
Like a tear down a cheek
Trying to save face, and daddy heart break
I'm lying through my teeth
This voice inside
Has been eating at me
Trying to replace the love that I fake
With what we both need
The truth runs wild
Like kids on concrete
Trying to sedate, my mind in its cage
And numb what I see
Awake, wide eyed
I'm screaming at me
Trying to keep faith and picture his face
Staring up at me
[Chorus: Troye Sivan]
Without losing a piece of me
How do I get to heaven?
Without changing a part of me
How do I get to heaven?
All my time is wasted
Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh
So if I'm losing a piece of me
Maybe I don't want heaven?
[Verse 2: Betty Who]
The truth runs wild
Like the rain to the sea
Trying to set straight the lines that I trace
To find some release
This voice inside
Has been eating at me
Trying to embrace the picture I paint
And colour me free
[Chorus: Troye Sivan]
Without losing a piece of me
How do I get to heaven?
Without changing a part of me
How do I get to heaven?
All my time is wasted
Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh
So if I'm losing a piece of me
Maybe I don't want heaven?
[Bridge: Troye Sivan]
So I'm counting to fifteen
Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen
So I'm counting to fifteen
Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen
[Chorus: Troye Sivan]
Without losing a piece of me
How do I get to heaven?
Without changing a part of me
How do I get to heaven?
All my time is wasted
Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh
So if I'm losing a piece of me
Maybe I don't want heaven?
Written by Troye Sivan, Jack Antonoff, Alex Hope, and Claire Boucher. Produced by Jack Antonoff.
Directed by Luke Gilford
We have always been here. we will always be here. this video is dedicated to all who’ve come before me and fought for our cause and those who now continue the fight. in dark and light times, let’s love forever. love, troye x
Music video by Troye Sivan performing HEAVEN (C) 2017 Universal Music Australia Pty Ltd.


  • The lyrics is so well written!

  • This never fails to make me cry

  • Don't mean to offend these people saying that they are bisexual Muslims, but bisexuality is totally forbidden in Islam. You can not call your self a lesbian Muslim or gay Muslim, and I assume that you already know that. The love between male and female is there for an obvious reason. You people wouldn't have existed if it weren't for your father and mother. This is the mere nature of all humans, whether you accept that or not. your sex organs are created to mate with the opposite sex, not the other way around. Humans already missed up the nature of this earth, and I don't know what's gonna happen if you miss yourselves up too. But I know for sure, it's not gonna end up well.

    • Absolutely, I'll look it up, and I'm sure if such a thing exists, there will have to be a reason behind it because nature is not random. I'm not trying to force anyone to be anything here. and I don't know why you guys think that we are trying to force you to be straight, you have the total freedom to be whatever you want to be after all. I'm just asking you to think about what's going on inside your mind, don't follow your mind blindly. And if you don't want to, that's also up to you. Have a good day.

    • +abdo zainy yes actually, look it up it's not uncommon... I even remember seeing national geographic talk about it. And you said it feels right.... *for you* . And that's great, for you. Cause it feels right for gay people too. And that's why trying to force them to be straight just doesn't work. It would be like trying to force you to be gay. But it just wouldn't fell right... right?

    • I don't know what kind of love do you mean, but I didn't mean that you can't love other people of the same gender. What I meant is that special kind of love that makes you want to be with someone, sleep with, eat with and of course have an intimate relationship with, is meant to be for someone from the opposite sex. Not because this is what the society wants, but because this is the right thing and because this feels right. I want you to take an honest look at it, we've adopted a lot of behaviors from animals and from the nature as general. Have you ever seen a homosexual animal?

    • +cabbage scented candle facts was spilled.

    • yes, in order to reproduce you need a female and Male. But that in no way means you can't love someone of the same gender

  • im in love


  • This song and the message Is so incredibly powerful. As a closeted youth, I spent two hours just listening to this and sobbing. This man was able to in one song encapsulate the essence of my sadness; and that of many others. he was so brave to put this out in the world knowing many would hate him for it. But I will always be grateful for the beauty of this song; it is truly a masterpiece.

  • I've come out to my friends and sister but I'm so scared to come out to my mum

  • this is my #1 song. no song will ever get this song's spot. the lyrics are just expressing all my thoughts and the instrumental is so good also video is amazing. i've never related a song this much. this helps me get going. thank you troye

  • Troye smile at the end. Beautiful

  • 💛

  • Maybe I don’t want heaven. Felt it.

  • **sobs in gay**


  • Then whats the point god create female?😏

    • To reproduce. Obviously. But that doesn't mean one can't love someone of the same gender

  • Everyone who was raised in a religious household and identifies as lgbtq+ has had that chorus run through their mind

  • This music is heaven. Thank you.

  • This song feels like heaven..

  • this is so so sweet

  • amazing 😭😭❤

  • you *claps* are *claps* heaven

  • At the concert I was at last night, Troye explained that the lyric ‘counting to fifteen’ was him waiting till he was fifteen to come out because he wanted to make sure and be like ‘yep I’m gay’ and i was like hunnnn

  • love u so mucg my idol xxxx

  • I hate homophobic people. They’re the real animals!

    • I'm sorry but please can you not insult animals?

  • I wish I had discovered trite before I came out... the years of being confused before I finally realized I’m bisexual. It would’ve helped me so much to accept that all that matters is me being happy

  • I’m glad he made this beautiful music .❤️ I will always support your music...

  • 😢😭

  • I always come back here. Too many feelings in one song

  • pure golden

  • This song means so much to me

  • This video, and this song, saved me. Thanks troye

  • who is here after "somebody to love"? ;.;

  • i’m in shambles this is beautiful

  • It's 2018, it's almost a year or two since I came out as bisexual in an argument to my mum, next few months came out as Lesbian. I'm still lesbian and got a loving girlfriend but it's long distance, I keep our relationship as secret by calling it a friendship. My friends accept me, but not so much my mum, I think of coming out to her this year again but I think I'll do it again when she sees me with my girlfriend and when I don't have to be afraid of being in same home as her. One time I remember she was drunk, was very up in personal to me when I was crying, I tried to hide in kitchen with asking my old friend to stay at hers since she was chanting that gays was bad and unnatural now I don't even mention anything LGBT related. I now focus my studies only since that's what I need to worry about.

  • I've been a fan of Troye for a few years and I've never heard the song. At his concert in Portland he sang this song and I'm obsessed with it. It makes me think back to when I was 12 and it makes me heart sing

  • with jacob?

  • I love you, Troye. never change this part of you

  • I support gay ppl 😍❤️🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

  • 😘😘😚

  • 💜💜💜

  • “Trying to replace the love that I fake” “Feeling like my hearts mistaken” I relate to this song so much I cry every time

  • They should make this a part of Boy Erased soundtrack :')

  • This song gives me goosebumps. The message behind it is so deep😢

  • 1:53 gets me everything ITS SO BEAUTIFUL

  • this song is so beautiful i feel like it has the ability to cradle me thank you Troye

  • this video and the lyrics make me cry so damn loud

  • I'm not even a member of LGBT but I have to admit,this is perfection💖


  • 2018?

  • Why 15?

  • I will never understand homophobia. How is it your business and how does it "scare you" that people happen to like the same gender or both or etc.? Like what a strange thing to be fixated on. It sounds uncivilized because that's exactly what it is. Like imagine hating and basing someone's whole existence on who they have sex with. Tragic.

  • Woooow deep

  • 3:39💓

  • oh mother! the last kiss ... those hugs ... so sweet ... so charming

  • #prayforbrazil

  • Can someone explain what the meaning of counting to fifteen in this song means?

    • zuluguman thank you!

    • Hi, He said on his Twitter that he counts to help calm himself down again and he came out when he was 15yrs old. So the counting to 15 part is a nod to both of these. : )

  • 2018? ❤❤🤩

  • Honest I just wanna meet a nice guy and grow old with him like in this video.. Oof I lOvE not being out

    • Me exactly. Some friends at work know and are cool but it's like a live a double life, where I'm myself with them and someone totally different with my family :(


  • I feel like I love this song more and more

  • probably the best singer in the world

  • Amit2

  • i love this so fucking much so true love the video love the lyrics love it love it love it

  • Theres a boy i like so much, but he hasn't accepted himself and continues to deny everything ,the truth is i cant wait for him to do his life, and it hurts so much cause time dont forgives, we are young, im 21, hes 26, i dont want to think hes wasting his youth, i wish i could just be with him now, i wish people were free to be themselves, i wish religion didnt pull anybody to be against themselves :(


  • Troye your man is H A I R Y

  • Why is he counting to fifteen??

  • When i first heard the song i didnt understand it but now that i do im touched..

  • i love this song so much yall omg

  • This so beautiful. 😍😍😍

  • art

  • This song is destroying me!

  • i'm 17 and i'm in love with this girl and it feels so right , even tho i live in a country where i would be disowned and my friends would hate me if they knew i was gay,but still i wouldn't change anything because this is who i am

  • this song makes me want to actually want to die but in a good way

    • just makes me want to peacefully float away

  • u know LGBT is bad

  • I can't believe I only saw this today.. The first song that I've ever heard of Troye and one that introduced me to him is the Blue Neighborhood Series...That one is a classic.. This is a beautiful song.. LGBTQI COMMUNITY RISE!!

  • I heard this live today for the second time today in PHX. I cried but knew that I wasn’t alone. I’m in the middle of my coming out process and it really hit home tonight. Thanks Troye for creating a community full of beautiful people with inclusivity at the heart of everything you do. Bless everyone who understands this song too well. I’m sending love out to you all.

  • Why am i just finding this now ;-;

  • I cry everytime. This song fills me with so many emotions. Thank you, Troye, for this song. This is what the world needs to hear ❤🧡💛💚💙

  • Lo mejor ❤

  • the end got me crying

  • You so very cute and I love you so very much, ❤️

  • I'm not gay but I'm bisexual male or homosexual male and I'm proud of it bro ur video is the reflection of equality love and we should respect it and be true what you are and not who u are 😇😊👍

  • Im kinda sad this only has 16m views

  • troyes super sexy in this music video lol

  • This song is so universal. I mean, I am able to link to my sexuality, depression, anxiety and more! I don't know. This song is so comforting 🖤

  • I'm not part of the LGBTQ community but this music video shows us that love has no gender. It's so touching to see how the LGBTQ gone through all those years

  • This song gives me chills, i adore listening to it! I also have to say that i like his voice, God, so gay, but so macho!😂❤

  • I love your voice

  • I want Troye and Calum to collab. GAY POWER.

  • Troye played in Toronto October 15, 2018. I was at that concert I'll never forget him playing this song. This year I came to figure that I am pansexual but for so many reasons I felt invalid about my sexuality. Nothing felt better than hearing this song reassuring who I am, bringing tears of joy when the rainbow lights hit my face. Thank you for your magic Mr. Sivan.

  • My sister had a friend that was openly gay when he was at school where he was accepted, not bullied. Unfortunately he had no such support system outside of his friends and was forced to live a double life to keep his parent’s love. Over the years they had made it clear that if one of their children ever “turned gay” they would kick them out on the spot, completely disowning them. Homophobic “jokes” and hate slurs were common around the dinner table. I think they realized he was gay long before and that the threat of losing their love would turn him straight. Graduation is an exciting time for most kids but for him it meant losing the only unconditional love he had ever known - his friends. I can’t imagine the abandonment he must have been feeling as they all went their separate ways at the end of senior year. He couldn’t stand living a double life any longer but knew that would mean being homeless and losing the parents that he loved, no matter how much pain they caused him. It was all too much for one 18 year old to cope with and a few weeks after graduating from high school he got his father’s gun and committed suicide. The only thing worse than a child being bullied by another child is a child being bullied by their own parents. It is a bullying that can not be escaped at the end of the day and one in which the child can’t fight back and defend themselves. They literally bullied their own child to death.

  • This takes me back to my teenage years and my conflict with the catholic faith as I fell in love with my first girlfriend. I legit teared up.

  • this song hits me hard in the heart. 1. ur just staring at the screen. 2. you start smiling. 3 lips start to quiver. 4. full on sobbing while trying to watch.

  • Art

  • Yes


  • A favourite memory I have from when gay marriage was legalized in the U.S. was when I was downtown listening to some asshole argue about whether it should be legal or not, and an old lesbian couple walked past us looking like they were still teens with how in love they looked. I smiled at them and they were so excited they just looked at us and exclaimed "After 20 years, we're finally married!" It made me so happy. Once they practically skipped away, some asshole bitched about it and was immediately torn apart by the other people. Those lesbians had gotten married as soon as they found out gay marriage was legal - they were one of the first.

  • Shock.

  • Am crying I feel the emotions through his voice in this song.. This is amazing.. Just hot to like troye's music a month ago and its worth it.. Such an amazing unique voice